Mourning

Watch as I,

ignore the truth like you did and,

watch as I,

hide the pain deep away inside.

Just like you.

Why do I,

separate myself away from others?

So far that not even,

those closest to me can comfort.

Not gonna watch myself,

fuck up anymore.

Chorus:

And I’ll wake up,

in the mourning.

Not quite sure if we,

were a dream or not.

The rain is pouring,

but it doesn’t bring,

the relief I’ve sought.

Were the days you spent with me,

actually reality?

End Chorus:

Now it’s over,

and I don’t think it’s fair.

How you get off free,

and then you point the blame,

and a finger at me.

I can’t ask you to take me back.

So just take me here on your bedroom floor,

like you did a month ago.

To this day it remains,

the best I’ve ever had.

Chorus 1x:

Now we lay entwined,

in a soft embrace.

The blue light shines,

off your pretty face.

I wish I could be happy,

and make up for lost time.

I’ll give you back your heart,

but please keep mine.

It liked you better anyway.