Home Is Where The Hate Is

I’m layin in the darkness,

When light floods the room.

You enter slowly,

And the fear it consumes.

A smile on your face,

Turns the fear to dread.

You start to laugh,

And lay your hand on my head.

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And I know when I was younger,

You went too far.

The pain almost runs as deep,

As all these fucking scars.

And I’m glad I don’t remember,

Those things you used to do.

But I can’t sleep at night,

Cuz all I see is you.

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You told me not to worry,

Or to get upset.

Your hand goes all over,

My blankets drip with sweat.

I close my tear filled eyes,

And hope it’s over fast.

And you fucking wonder why,

I blocked out my past?

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So you touched me?

I don’t fucking care.

So you hit me?

I don’t fucking care.

So you took advantage?

I DON’T FUCKING CARE!

How could you,

Do this to a child?

I was just a fucking child.

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