The Lost Son

Tell me who you think I am,

I’ll correct you if you’re wrong.

Can you handle the things that I have done?

Can you deal with what I’ve become?

I’m goin to that place again.

Where light and hope are absent,

And darkness all consuming.

Get ready for the breakdown...

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And then I FALL!

Into the abyss again.

Swimming in the waters,

Of impurity and sin.

I can’t seem to get my soul clean.

Wonderin what these images,

Running through my head are s'posed to mean.

God if you’re listening,

could you please help me?

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Stressed, depressed,

goddamn I’m such a mess.

Everyday’s a fight,

just to stay strong.

A never ending struggle,

just to hold on.

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This smile I wear,

is just for show.

Behind it lies,

a pain I pray you’ll never know.

I try so hard,

to keep it all inside.

I am the lost son,

who romanticizes...suicide.

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